Tuesday, May 5, 2009

My Eyes Are Bleeding (From The Fear That's Inside)

Yesterday I went to my eye doctor and I tried out contacts. It took me half an hour to get the right one in and then fifteen minutes to put the left one in. I am so blind, I have to wear my reading glasses 24/7 and then I also have distance glasses.

While I was at the eye doctors, I heard my doctor talking to one of the nurses in the other room, saying that if I couldn't get the contacts in in the next ten or so minutes, then she should.
Personally, that was one of my greatest fears (at the moment)
People touching me = scary
Strangers touching me = kind of scary
Strangers touching me and holding an object to jam into my eye = *brain overload from fright*

I knew that if I couldn't get them in, no one would. So I tried really hard to get them in, my motivasion being : don't let that bastard (doctor) win. You must do this! Get that contact in NOW.

I managed to get the right one in, and then fifteen minutes later the left one. Started to get a little worried, though, because an eight year old boy had them in and way freaking out because he couldn't get them out...

Anyway, doctor saw me, looked at my eyes, then sent me back out to take them out and practice putting them in again (F---! Like I'd be able to do that again!)
So they told me to take the contact off by sqeezing it, having it pucker up, and then pulling it out. (Did I mention when the lady explained how to put them in {"Have a BIG EYE!"} that all that went through my mind was 'oh shit, I so can not do this". The same feeling came back when I had to get them out)
I tried for like, five minutes, then looked at my watch again. 7 o'clock. Now, I hadn't eaten a thing since noon, so I was pretty freakin' hungry. Plus, I had to take a shower.
Instead, I slid the contact over to like, the opposite side of my tear duct and pulled it out. Hurt, but I couldn't think of any other way.

Anywho, I'm wearing the distance contacts now. Took forty-five mins to put them in. Annoying, but I did it :)
Now I need to get them out X-x
Help.... me....

Seriously, tips on contacts much appreceated. My eyes feel like they're bleeding. Plus I'm freaking out when it comes to taking them out @____@


~DWW13

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