The Blog of a Dark Winged Wolf

Finals

2011-05-30T11:55:00.000-05:00

Studying for final exams. Not enjoying it...

Porcupine Head

2010-10-15T21:15:00.007-05:00

Venting time.

So, right off the bat, I'll tell you this: I normally wear my hair pulled back into a ponytail with the ponytail spiked up. Like a pineapple's leaves, spiky and hard like porcupine quills. My friends find amusement from pressing my hair down and having the spikes rebound back up.

I've always known I look really weird and certainly not pretty nor attractive, and I think people whisper about me in the hallways, but today it just took the cake.

I was sitting in the Commons outside the cafeteria after lunch, on a round-circle bench, drawing, and a guy who I've never seen before walks up to me and asks me how I get my hair to stay spiked as it is. I told him hairspray, and when he asked the brand, I simply replied "Got 2 B", and he nodded and left. I was a bit confused when he asked, because that boy had thick, curly hair, and I know I can't spike my hair unless I straighten it first.

A few minutes later, another boy comes over, but instead sits down beside me "reading a book" and slowly starts to slide closer to me. I'm just about to pack up and move when I look over at him, he says "Hey" and after a pause asks me about my hair. I tell him that another boy just asked me the same thing a minute ago (seeing as I was growing suspicious at this point) and told him I use hairspray. He asked what kind, I said "Got 2 B". He asked where he could by it, and I said "Jewel Osco". Uh... duh.

He left, and my friend came over maybe 5 minutes later. I whispered to her that two guys had come over and asked me what product I used and said that I think they were mocking me.

Low and behold, as we're leaving the Commons (which is like herding a thousand cattle out through this one tiny doorway, it's so packed and crowded) another boy with short-cut hair asks me how I do my hair. So I say to him, "Look, two other guys have already asked me the same thing in the past five minutes, so I think you're mocking me, so I'm not going to tell you." And then I went about my way to my next class.

That bothered me. The first guy seemed sincere about it, like he really was curious about my hair, and I didn't mind it then, plus it threw me off-guard. The other two were just annoying, and the whole thing bothers me because it's like, Hey, I'm not bothering anyone. It's hair, and I'm oh-so-sorry I can't wear it down and look 'pretty' or like any other girl and feel obliged to pull it back into a ponytail and spike it everyday. What's funny is just this morning, during Math class, I became abruptly concerned about my hair and wondered "Why do I always wear it like this? It's so ugly and it feels and looks so weird". Premonition, eh?

I guess I normally don't get bothered with whispers of "Why does she wear her hair like that?" "It's so ugly" because I already know that and I'm like 'Whatever'. But when people go out of their way to mock me, to my face, that bothers me and almost, just a bit, makes me wish I was normal. But then it makes me realize what douchebags normal guys are, and it makes me glad to be different.

It always hits home, though, thinking about my appearance. I know I'm not attractive and never will be, that when I spike my hair and wear crazy eye makeup, it's all really just for 'fashion' and feeling 'comfortable' or 'cool' or what I've come to define as 'looking normal' for myself. No guy passes me in the hallways and thinks a girl with spiky hair is 'hot' or 'cool' or 'sexy', no fuckin' way. And yeah, it hurts. It hurts knowing that no matter what, I'll probably never get a boyfriend. Not in high school, not in college. Not until I look somewhat 'normal'. Because no guy envisions a 'perfect girl' in his head and thinks of her looking like a pineapple head. And if I ever did wear my hair down, I wouldn't feel like me. My bangs get in my face, falling down to the tip of my nose (which requires all my hair to be gelled back into the ponytail, as well) and I get warm easily. So me not being able to see and being warm equivalents to extreme stupidity, and God knows I'm good enough at being stupid on my own.

Now here's a picture of me with a mother fuckin' pineapple. Because there's no such thing as 'punk' in my school, bar... eh, 4 people. And as for 'goths', I've only seen probably 3. Metal heads live on a bit more: maybe 10 I've seen of the like so far. The rest are 'norms.', 'jocks' (including cheerleaders, ladies), 'popular, dizzy girls/ ADHD boys', 'nerds', and 'emos'. So the odds of there being a little 'matchmaker-playout' between me and even someone else that exists is about 1:2600, if I'm lucky. Unfortunately, luck hardly seems to be on my side nowadays...

So warm lately...

2010-03-17T17:57:00.003-05:00

Been reaching the mid 60s this entire week, and I'm hating it: it's wayyyy too warm for March. This is just not fair...

Learning basically the same thing in Science and Math, both of which I am getting mid B's in. My mother is hardly satisfied... I got nearly straight A's last semester, and I doubt anything less will be toleratable.... not that I'd want to do worse the 2nd semester around, I want to get straight A's this semester.
Have a drawing class this semester instead of a study hall, so it's a bit more difficult to get hw done and such, but 50 minutes spent drawing is nice.

Spring Break begins next week, I just realized, and it's really hitting me how close I am to summer; the 4th Quarter starts on Monday, so only something like 45 school days until school gets out. We go until May 31st :)

Just picked a few classes for summer school -_-; Lovely....

~Darkwingedwolf13

Damn these gender restrains...

2010-02-24T19:25:00.000-06:00

Don't ask me why, but guys shirts just look a lot cooler and more comfortable to me than girls shirts. Sue me for not wanting everything falling out everywhere, or super skin-tight fabric. I hate how the 'new style' is ruffles and... jeez, it's just weird as Hell. And now all these 'cutsey plaid' patterns are coming out, with pinks and purples, whereas I think the guy shirts from -gosh, the 90's?- looks a lot cooler. And more comfy. Sort of the lumberjack style? Not much a fan for form-fitting shirts... well, sometimes. But half the shirts I own are either band tees (metal bands, so I'm pretty sure they're not what you'd deem 'school appropriate') Girls button up those plaid flannel shirts, I wear a black wifebeater and leave it un-buttoned.Call me crazy.Hmm... guys pants look appealing aswell. Some. Like the 'fashion kind', the worn-out jean look, jeans that look like the knees have had sand ground into them. But like 90% of the teenage female population, skinny jeans rule too. And there's a pair of rustic red skinny jeans on sale on Hot Topic's website, but they're boy-jeans...
I really want them...
They look frickin' sweet.
I just wanna buy them and take a pocketknife and rip holes in the kneecaps and hang chains from the belt loops...

Damn these sexual boundaries... maybe I don't want to wear shorts above my kneecaps, and maybe I don't want to wear skirts or dresses or knee-high socks or stockings.
Hot Topic had a lot of cool jeans... but I'm always too afraid to go into their stores. Mind you, I'm not 'normal'; I guess you could place me into my own 'slightly -scratch that- fairly sadistic' group in society. Gothic? Sure...I suppose 'going into' one of their stores would either be
a) with my mother (please... God no...)
b) with my friends (who are so 'normal' they start cringing when they hear Underoath playing on the speakers and start wimpering and begging me to leave)
c) alone (that's not going to happen...)
Screwed nevertheless.
What's worse is I tried shopping at Kohl's yesterday with my mom, and after a few minutes of going up and down the aisles, me barely giving anything a second glance and turning down everything she suggested, she said "You're not going 'emo' on my now, are you?". And she actually smiled.Look mom, you don't have the slightest clue what 'emo' is. I blast songs on the computer that have lyrics like "Released in this sodomy. For just one second I am whole." and you don't notice shit. I don't cry in corners, and I don't cut myself, and just because my hair is long and in my face doesn't mean I speak with a lisp and say "God, FUCK MY LIFE!" every twelve seconds. Let's stick to using words that we know the definition of sweetie.

One good thing coming sometime soon in the mail: ordered me some combat boots.
My father understands what I like slightly more than my mother; he laughed at the idea of me getting combat boots, but he took me shopping :)

Still, I never seem to find a good pair of jeans or a t-shirt I'm not ashamed to say I love to death...

Challenge Day

2009-11-04T16:40:00.003-06:00

Basically a day where we talked about our feelings. I was tricked into believing when I first read the noticed that said I'd been nomminated that it was something to strengthen our leadership skills, so I figured "Hell? Why not? Good for a college resume, right?"

Totally opposite.

Involved a lot of hugging... o_o

Got into small groups and talked about our feelings, but in a non-stupid guidiance way; more like a cool, I know how you're feeling kind of way. Basically, we're all fucked up, and we got a chance to talk about it. It was nice.

Did this one thing where we 'crossed the line' whenever something applied to us, so the woman would say "How many of you are under 18?" and we all stepped over the line something like 20 feet away, bar the teachers. But then the questions evolved from just 'Cross this line if you are hispanic' to 'Cross this line if one or both of your parent's have died.' and 'Cross this line if you've ever been hit, spat on, or physically abused by someone in your family.' or 'Cross this line if someone in your family has an addiction, to anything: alcohol, drugs, gambling.' and 'cross this line if you've ever lost sleep worrying over someone'. and 'Cross this line if you're afraid of being home.' or 'Cross this line if you hear gunshots in your neighborhood and are afraid to sleep.'
Pretty burtal stuff, and it was horrifying to see just how many kids from high school crossed that line repeatedly.
Her last question was 'Cross this line if you were ever a child.' and some of us misinterperated it, but her point was that some kids didn't cross that line, and they never got the chance to be a child.

We got assigned to small groups of 5-6 students and talked about 'If you knew me, then you'd know.... if you really knew me, then you'd know... if you really really knew me, you'd know....'
and say things that we just kept burrowed inside of us to random strangers.
Again, lots of hugging....

It was incredible listening to some of the things people had gone through; we're just kids. And people, I mean, even the preps, some of them crossed that line and started crying and I couldn't believe some of the things they went through.

Just feel really emotionally drained right now, super sleepy, just wanna take a nap, like I just woke up from a restless night's sleep and have to go to school (and I still have homework, too)
My head just hurts and I feel really numb.

I didn't let people hug me, so these two guys, Mark and Dan (freshman and senior) hugged me both at once. I've known Mark since middle school so he knew I didn't like being hugged...
Kind of weird.
At the same time, though, I wished I would have hugged them. Wouldn't that be the greatest? Hug someone, actually hug someone who loves you because they want to, not because they have to, and then never let go? Hold on to them for as long as you needed.... cry against them, even.
But I couldn't
We were at school
I don't even know them

It was funny because Dan couldn't see why I didn't like people touching me and I was joking and just saying I'm not comfortable with physical contact. The truth is, though, that I feel it's so intimate, and I don't want to throw it around like that. You know how when you walk down the hallways, you'll hear girls throw out "I love you" to one another or hug each other, because that's how they great each other? I'm not like that. When I hug someone, I want there to be a purpose behind it. I want to hug someone because I haven't seen them in so long and I feel overwelmed with joy. I want to hug someone because I love them. Guess that's why I don't flip someone the bird willy-nilly (Christ, I know, that sounds so stupid, but I feel so numb right now, and my head is just mush, the way it feels after non-stop 10 hours of TV and watching random soap operas and just feeling dead) Haven't flipped anyone the bird, really. Done that + thing with my arms that's "Ugh! So 1980's!" Does that have a name? Someone tell me if it does...

Well, all that emotional 'cross the line' stuff kept reminding me of my 'We Are' series and Jayden and just to what extends I can make his life fucked-up and still plausible and something people can think about.
Smiles for that :)

~DarkWingedWolf13

SIN

2009-10-05T21:44:00.007-05:00

Thought it was a joke
Just for fun
Played along
Just for fun
Chatted with one boy
Just for fun
We toyed with another boy's heart
Just for fun
Like fate I be,
Just for fun
We pretended to hook up
Just as pretend
I talked with the other, saying I loved him
Just as pretend
He hooked us up over a chat
We laughed behind his back
Just for fun
Just to mess with his head
So why do I feel I'm
Better off dead?
Why is this knot tightening in my stomach?
When just for fun
He told me that that boy said
'Great, you got to hook up with her,
and I got stuck just being the guy friend'
Toyed with his heart, I fear
This can't just be a joke
Isn't fun anymore
I talked with that boy
I thanked him for being with me
When I shed tears
It wasn't for fun
I was serious
But I don't feel that way
Don't 'like him' like that
But I'm afraid
Like fate I've toyed with that boy's heart
And cut it open with a blade
To expose the pusling veins
And I think that
He likes me more than a friend
For a moment I wonder
'Are they joking with me?
Toying with me just like we did to him?'
I don't think so
My gut says 'No,
You cut open his heart
You expose the pulsing vein
the weakness of a boy's heart
when he likes a girl like this'
Such a sin
Such a sin
Why did I let him convince me
To fuck with his mind
Just for fun
Not for fun
Fun for one?
Can't say so
My heart says no
Such a sin
Such a sin
What have I done to him?

(Can you see the difference? Bold is my friend, just joking. Italic is boy whose mind and heart we fucked with) Just thoughts, no, feelings. My fingers move, I feel this, but betwen my fingers and my brain, there is no thinking. Only movement. Maybe I should have been thinking ten minutes ago. This doesn't feel right. Damn you facebook and chat speaks and status up dates. Dammit. Dammit....

~Darkwingedwolf13

I'M A FUCKIN BITCH

Homecoming Dance

2009-10-04T12:38:00.003-05:00

Been a while (But what else is a change besides my persistance to update my blog??)

Homecoming Dance last night (our team lost the homecoming game something like the 5th year in a row. FML for them)
It blowed at the beginning...
But the last half hour was bitchen.
Met one of my brother's semi friends who seems pretty awesome :)

My hair was a bitch and wouldn't stay straight... I used enough products that I'd advise people not to smoke around me too. FRICK

My Wrist

2009-07-28T15:01:00.003-05:00

Guess I might as well bitch about it: my right wrist (my good one, too) got hurt. Pulled a ligiment or something. I have to wear a wrist brace for at least a week. So not good with my art class... really hard to draw with it on. Painting is even harder...

Ears

2009-07-03T13:21:00.002-05:00

Halleluya, happy friday. Fourth of July tom. Yea? Hardly...

I'm taking summer school (what a pain) Taking Painting and also Computer Concepts (though I know the MS programs like the back of my hand)

I got my ears pierced Wednesday. That was... intresting. Glad I finally did, though. One of my friends, Sarah, came with. She probably was the only thing that kept me from bursting into tears and screaming "No! I changed my mind! Let's not do this!" Oh did I mention? I got them done at Clares T_T
Only place I know that does ear piercing; not like I had a choice.
I got black though!... yea for garnet :)

Going gothic. This preppy friend of mine hates it. I'm starting to like heavy metal. Or just 'real metal' as this other friend of mine would call it. Really <3 As I Lay Dying's song Through Struggle. Clint Norris' solos make me melt *Q*

...

I'm done.

~DarkWingedWolf13

Omg, 100th post!...

...

I need a life...

Lacking...

2009-05-28T17:46:00.008-05:00

A Job.

Yesterday my dad lost his job. He didn't seem too surprised, what with economy and the company being small. They let a lot of people go yesterday. I can tell it's really brought him down...

Insperation

It's hard, god dangit. Writing is really hard. I've plowed through writers' block that blocked my path (for roughly a month and a half D: ) and now it's starting to get fun :] It's still a pain, what with school in the way. Not for long though, right? :)
And then there's art. Haven't drawn much in a while. I've got one picture of my character, Jayson (or Jason; I'm trying to deside how to spell it ^^; ) that's been a bitch because he's on a swingset and it's in a park. With wood chips. I had no clue drawing so many of them would be so hard! It's such a pain; I'm only about 1/3 done drawing 'em, too D:

Confidence and Beauty

But you already knew that... I'm getting a hair cut next monday, and I'm thinking I'd chop of an inch and a half. It doesn't sound like much, but to me, it does. I'm nervous. I loathe change, even if it is self-induced.
A book report Tuesday, too, a day after a haircut. I've never liked getting haircuts during the week; I like getting them on the weekend, so they have a day or two to grow out. But I guess it doesn't really matter. I always (no, really, everyday) wear my hair up in a ponytail, so no one will probably even notice. ):

Well, there's my vent. Sorry; just had to do that :)

~DarkWingedWolf13
I'll give you more info on Jayson/Jason here (you know, someday :P )

Contacts (Let The Bodies Hit The Floor)

2009-05-17T18:59:00.005-05:00

Listening to Bodies by Drowning Pool. For some reason it's adictive to me X3

Well, I got a new perscription for my contacts, but they still seem too strong -_-;
I wore them for, like, 6 hours today. My eyes huurrrttt.
I can get them in and out pretty easily now, ei: like a normal person.

I'm writing right now, working on this one part where Crow has dreams about Seagull. The dreams are like her subconcous mind trying to tell her things she wouldn't figure out on her own. The previous one was Seagull trying to convince her to test out her wings and practice flying again. That didn't end too well... she ended up falling into a black abyss XD

Later
~DarkWingedWolf13

My Eyes Are Bleeding (From The Fear That's Inside)

2009-05-05T17:47:00.003-05:00

Yesterday I went to my eye doctor and I tried out contacts. It took me half an hour to get the right one in and then fifteen minutes to put the left one in. I am so blind, I have to wear my reading glasses 24/7 and then I also have distance glasses.

While I was at the eye doctors, I heard my doctor talking to one of the nurses in the other room, saying that if I couldn't get the contacts in in the next ten or so minutes, then she should.
Personally, that was one of my greatest fears (at the moment)
People touching me = scary
Strangers touching me = kind of scary
Strangers touching me and holding an object to jam into my eye = *brain overload from fright*

I knew that if I couldn't get them in, no one would. So I tried really hard to get them in, my motivasion being : don't let that bastard (doctor) win. You must do this! Get that contact in NOW.

I managed to get the right one in, and then fifteen minutes later the left one. Started to get a little worried, though, because an eight year old boy had them in and way freaking out because he couldn't get them out...

Anyway, doctor saw me, looked at my eyes, then sent me back out to take them out and practice putting them in again (F---! Like I'd be able to do that again!)
So they told me to take the contact off by sqeezing it, having it pucker up, and then pulling it out. (Did I mention when the lady explained how to put them in {"Have a BIG EYE!"} that all that went through my mind was 'oh shit, I so can not do this". The same feeling came back when I had to get them out)
I tried for like, five minutes, then looked at my watch again. 7 o'clock. Now, I hadn't eaten a thing since noon, so I was pretty freakin' hungry. Plus, I had to take a shower.
Instead, I slid the contact over to like, the opposite side of my tear duct and pulled it out. Hurt, but I couldn't think of any other way.

Anywho, I'm wearing the distance contacts now. Took forty-five mins to put them in. Annoying, but I did it :)
Now I need to get them out X-x
Help.... me....

Seriously, tips on contacts much appreceated. My eyes feel like they're bleeding. Plus I'm freaking out when it comes to taking them out @____@

~DWW13

Broken Glass and Poetry

2009-04-19T20:49:00.004-05:00

Can't say much, seeing as it's fairly late.

Yesterday, a rock or something hit my backdoor (how lucky; it's made of glass) Like a 'screen door' only glass. Either way, it started breaking, veins of cracks running through the entire sheet. It looked amazing. Unfortuantly i only had enough time to take a few pictures of it on my cell phone before the glass fell onto the kitchen floor, creating thousands of small, reflecting crystals.
Really wished I'd had some high def. camera to take a picture of it; it really did look amazing.

Back in March, I submitted a poem for the libraries' poetry contest for my age group. April 5th they called my home and told us I'd won. First time I'd really won something. Earlier, like March 27th, two or three pieces of my artwork were displayed in a local musuem. That was fun.

But I have to read the poem at the library April 23rd. In front of an audiance. And it'll be broadcast. Damn...

Well... I'll post it sometime, when I've got more time. I'm figuring What the hell? So yup.

Hasta Luego, mes amis.

~DarkWingedWolf13

Spring Break

2009-03-29T16:26:00.004-05:00

Spring break this week. Sucks it's only a week long...

My friend moved away. Well, no, she wasn't really my friend. Though, I suppose we were more than just accaintinces. Either way, her last day of school was Tuesday. She moved away Thursday.

My throat hurts alot. Jeez, how do you say that in spanish? Me duelo en la gargorgla? Forgot throat...
But I wonder...
Why is it 'la' and not 'mi'? Wouldn't 'Me duelo en la gargorgla' be 'I hurt in the throat'. And would it not be more proper to say 'I hurt in my throat'?

R

2009-03-10T16:23:00.001-05:00

Jesus, what happened!?

Created by OnePlusYou - Free Online Dating

Don't Ask, Won't Tell

2009-03-10T16:00:00.005-05:00

This world mother f-in stinks.

So my friends and I went to Oberwise after Dance Class (our last one - woot!) Turns out this guy from my english class (let's go ahead and call him Nate) was there, too. So I started chatting with him, and then we played chess at one of their tables. But then, these preps looked over at us and Nate said we should go over and sit with the rest of my friends. I regected (dude, the table they were at was packed!) but said he could go ahead. So he did, but then those lame-ass preps asked Nate if he and I were going out. He said no, and I only went over to sit with my friends when one of the girls -Amber- asked me to come join them.

Then this other dude (let's call him...Evan...) texted ten different people saying Nate and I were going out. Bastard; I wanted to kick him in the crotch so bad...

...

Monday Comes. Ten different people ask me eleven times if Nate and I are going out (one Einstien asked me twice, the idiot)

Tuesday comes. Four people asked me if we were going out. I pointed out that it'd be quite odd if I went out with Nate, seeing as he has the same name as my brother (okay, so his name isn't Nate, but they do have the same name...)

Evan straightened his long curly hair today (which just so happened to be black) and kept boasting to people he'd made a joke as going to school looking emo. First off, he looked like a skater; his hair wasn't even that straight. Second, no hoodie. Plus, he wore all black (dude, that seems more goth) Thirdly, he talked way too much to try and be emo...

Day was crap. BTW, gotta go to church today for three hours... don't ask why

New Kids are as Copious as Daisies...

2009-02-25T17:10:00.006-06:00

The title?...
...
Don't ask....

Another new kid came to our school today: his name's Eddie. It's always intresting when a new kid arrives; it's fun to watch them and try and guess what catagory they'll fall under.
Eddie looks like he'll be one of those awkward outsiders.

We're sitting in seminars for lunch (some stupids desided it'd be funny to throw a poptart at the back of one of our teachers' heads) Yesterday the preps and prep-dudes invited him to sit with them - total outcast.
Looks like he barely spoke a word to 'em. Now, if he'd been cute, or hot, or whatever, he might've scored a "I'm-shy-but-at-the-same-time-so-freakin'-hot-it-makes-all-the-girls-gawk-when-they-see-me" title, but he didn't. He's just unkempt, and his style matches his personaliy: outcast.
Actually, he doesn't really have a style; looks like he just wore whatever he found on his bedroom floor. Camo hoodie - might've been punk if he'd worn the jeans, the shoes, or even a band tee, but no. I'm thinkin' he'll fall down with the nerds, maybe, especially with an old name like 'Eddie'. Poor dude...

~DWW13
Peace

Sickness and Rain

2009-02-11T16:06:00.003-06:00

Raining outside. Fuckin' raining in February when it should be snowing. Warm outside - 60 F. Fuckin' warm in February when it should be cold.

I stayed home from school today; I've had a cold since last Thursday. Kind of worried I'll have to miss dance class this friday again; don't wanna miss two in a row... that'd be a bitch to make up.

Also, my friend Alana has her birthday party this Sunday. Intresting; it'll be the first party I actually go to; she invited 35 people and everyone can make it. I'm kind of nervous because I'm drawing her a picture as a birthday present, and even though she told people she doesn't want any gifts for her birthday, I have a feeling everyone will bring her one. I wonder how greatful she'll be of my artwork...

Love homeskillets
-DWW13

Poetry and Heroine and School Projects

2009-02-04T18:55:00.003-06:00

Got My Heroine (by Silverstein, not Boys Like Girls, foolz)
in my head. Good song...

Unfinished poem on my mind, too... only three stanzas. Starting to look at classes for next year. Estoy nerviosa.

Got a Social Studies project due this Friday. I don't even have to present it, and I'm still nervous. I'm not sure it's enough; I have to create this newspaper on the St. Valentine's Day Massacre, and the facts I got from books and off the web was nothing...

Snow days and Apple Pies

2009-01-18T11:33:00.002-06:00

We had two snowdays (thursday and friday) because it was deamed 'too cold to go to school'. Sure sure, I guess -7 F is kind of cold, but I love winter, and am always pretty warm, so I, quite francially, liked the weather.
Unfortunatally, on Wednesday, we made pie in cooking class. Apple pie. Now, I've never really been a big fan of pie {Actually, I hate it X[} but still, free pie. Now we also have this monday and tuesday off, and our teacher said she'd bake them, so i'm pretty sure it'll taste like cardboard shit (to put it nicely)

Well, I've also got a book report due this friday, and I didn't get a chance to bring my book home (I still have 100 pgs to go). Also, we had a science project due last friday, but seeing as we had two snowdays, I didn't get a chance to bring my science book and notes home. I'm so intelligent, right?

...

I'm scared; my science teacher is not someone to be triflied with; she's buff, man!

~DarkWingedWolf13

Braces

2008-12-30T17:15:00.003-06:00

I got my palet expander off today.
Hurts a lot when they polish the metal; the pressure on the back of my teeth is enough to leave marks on my palms from where I was digging my nails in to try and disvert the pain.
The skin on the top of my mouth is raw; I can taste it. It also tastes like blood.

Still worth it, though :)

Flu

2008-12-14T19:45:00.001-06:00

I was sick yesterday, vomitted twice. God,I hate it.

Haircut = shit

2008-11-29T14:49:00.001-06:00

Just got a haircut D':

It.

Looks.

Like.

shit.

Necklace

2008-11-27T19:24:00.002-06:00

My favorite necklace just broke. The chain got caught on the fucking freezer and the clip just snapped off. Totally not fair; damn fucking shitty freezer :(

Thanksgiving

2008-11-27T14:04:00.007-06:00

Drew a picture of Edward Cullen

HERE (Edward Cullen Rocks) :D

Happy Thanksgiving :)

Snow

2008-10-27T18:01:00.000-05:00

First snow today.

Autumn Leaves

2008-10-26T13:25:00.002-05:00

My mom just made us rake up our backyard and driveway =_=;

No one wanted to do it, but she played the 'you are part of this family' card and we are obligated to help her. Stupid woman... -_-'

My older brother and I had the cake song stuck in our heads (you know, the retarded one by Lazy Town) and were aimlessly singing the lyrics. I think we mortally scarred our little sister XD

She looked at us like we were the most high people in America.

Because I can

2008-10-25T13:58:00.005-05:00

Bored. Have an English book report due monday; I'm first to present. (help me)

Went shopping last weekend and bought a heck-load of stuff.

Got a full-length mirror for my bedroom :D

Went to some food store and bought Pocky :D (but it's all gone now. So... good...)

Went to Party City and bought a scythe (how the hell do you pronounce it?) and black make-up for my halloween costume. And fake blood! (We got, like, a gallon of it :3)

Scariest thing in the world happened to me last Thursday: my hair straightener broke. I was flippin' out, so much I actually prayed the rosary. It broke at, like, 10 o 'clock at night (I normally straighten my bangs after a shower at 8 before going to bed) so no stores were open. But I woke up the next morning and at 6:30 my mom and I made a mad-dash to Jewel and bought another one :3

Damn this weather; I hate the rain. So movin' to Antarctica when I get the chance.

Columbus Day...

2008-10-13T16:18:00.004-05:00

...Like I give a shit about it... I'm just glad I get a day off of school.

Created a new account on deviantart: http://x-sinister-chaos-x.deviantart.com/

Listening to 'I Kissed a Girl'. Weirdest song, but nice beat. Besides, it's a good prompt for writing romantic things <3
I need to find more songs like those...

~DWW13

Capoeira & Rollar Skates

2008-09-27T12:38:00.003-05:00

It was my friend's -Amanda's - birthday yesterday, so we all went to this rollar skating rink. Hilarous, because some guy there stared hitting on her. Even more funny, since she's pretty shy.

The younger girl with us from a grade below started talking to him, and called him over. He kept flirting with her on the rink, and almost looked intrested in what we had to say when we talked to him. He's homeschooled, and, scary enough, lives in the same town as we do, even though the rollar rink was in a town a few cities over.

Jesus, forgot his name. It was something weird; I wanna say Cayblen, or something messed up like that, because since the music was blaring, when I first heard him talk, I thought he said 'Katelyn'.

On a side note: I've been looking up capoeira. It looks really cool, and I'm almost tempted to sign up in a class for it. The only problem is I'm freaking out since I'm so f---in' old and I'll see, like, five year olds kicking major butt while I try to figure out just how to block.
Looks so cool, though *-*

~DarkWingedWolf13

Anniversery

2008-09-23T18:06:00.003-05:00

It's my mom and dad's 19th anniversery today. -_-;
The only good thing is they're gone for a couple hours :)
Too bad my brother's also home X_X

Trying to draw picture and write... not exactly possible with a brother dangling over your shoulder asking every five seconds "What 'cha doin'?"

"...I can't wait for you to shut me up and make me hit my bad ass..."

2008-08-29T11:42:00.005-05:00

Listening to Shut me Up by Mindless Self Indulgence. It's being drilled into my brain, and my brother'll be slamming his head on his desk if he has to listen to me play it even one more time.

School starts September 2nd ***not happy about it***

Getting into this Anime 'Vampire Knight'. It... is... awesome!
Reminds me of Twilight... wonder if Stephine Meyer would have any intrest in watching it...
Zero reminds me of Seagull ^-^"
Probably just 'cause of the hair T-T
It's so prettyyy <3

~DarkWingedWolf13

Seven Days

2008-08-25T18:19:00.004-05:00

School starts in seven days
Then freedom is gone.
Gone just like my soul.

Something's wack with my computer. The text is small; too small... I blame mi hermano-kun...

My project: Almost complete. Just gotta colour my dudes' hair ^-^"
I wanna draw other shit, but my pencils are up in my room, and I'm too lazy to go get it -_-"
I wanna draw this one idea, for fear if I pocrastinate I'll forget it, but know if I try, the perfect, gorgous image in my mind will be replaced with a weaker, uglier substitute. I don't want to lose it, because I know I'm not good enough to get it the way I desire.

Death

2008-08-17T15:44:00.003-05:00

Blah.

My Dad's cousin's husband died a few days ago. We went to this lunch to celebrate his life.
Damn, but I hate when people cremate the ones they love. I hope if I died suddenly, people would know better than to burn me to ashes.
It just seems like such a waste of life, a waste of God's work. Like, when you bury someone, to me, it's just saying good-bye. But when you cremate someone, it's like saying they never existed, and you're just forsacking them...
And how the hell do angels and people get that persons' soul and bring 'em to heaven or damn them to hell?!

Achievement

2008-08-14T20:07:00.002-05:00

I've decided I might as well attempt to accomplish something big this summer... A bit late, I know, but school doesn't start until September 2nd. ( suck it, be-otches )

So... I got a sheet of poster board, and plan on drawing something on the non-shiny side...and then, I'll submit it to DeviantArt
It might have to have a mature warning, though... since the girl'll be... topless...

I finished my story (it's 250 freakin' page long in Word Document ^-^) so I should send more here... once I edit it... and... stuff...

Since the project involves something my mother would rip out my heart and slash my throat if she saw it, I'll have to be cautious... so, I'll hang low for a while, lock my bedroom door, and just submit old stuff. It's been collecting dust in my room for too long...

I should really write in my journal more...

~DarkWingedWolf13

DeviantArt Frenzy

2008-08-13T20:44:00.002-05:00

Went nuts and scanned, like, eight pics today. I've been doing a lot of 1 hour+ picts, and they seem okay-ish...

Archery + New Backpack + Rain = :/

2008-08-04T18:52:00.004-05:00

Today is my first day for this week-long summer camp. It's pretty cool, since two of my brothers' friends and their little sisters are in the same class. It's a toal archery thing, and now I'm wishing I had my own bow that I could bring :(
It was raining today, so we had to stay inside. Our teacher, though, still wanted us to go outside, and see how bad it was, despite the fact that the soccor camp had to come in because it was lightning. "Oh, don't worry!" our teacher, who insists we call him Matt, says. "Let's just go outside and see how bad it is!"
It was bad, and I was wearing a jacket ~_~
My bangs got just a little bit wet, but even that much is enough to make them curl and make my hair look like shit.
So... we mostly heard Matt tell us about where to aim, how to aim, how to knock an arrow, different types of bows, etc. I surprised myself by actually understanding some of this, but whatever I didn't understand went all downhill.
We then strung our strings on some recurve bows, and one of my brothers' friends' little sister really struggled with that part XD

There's 50% of rain for tomorrow ~_~

~DarkWingedWolf13

Time to Fly

2008-08-03T18:14:00.002-05:00

Time to Fly: Dark, Cold, Dungeon Walls - FINISHED
Started: sometime in summer; 2007
Finished: August 3rd, 2008

Time to Fly: Island Bound - Just began
Started: Today, August 3rd, 2008

First of the 5 book series completed :D

~DarkWingedWolf13

Shopping Spree (-ish...)

2008-07-29T18:58:00.004-05:00

Went to a fairly big mall today. It was nice; we left at ten o'clock and there was, like ,no one. God, I hate being around people... X)
Went to JCPenny and actually found something I like. I'm pretty persnicity when it comes to clothes, so the fact that I find anything I like at any store, made it like Christmas...

So... also went to Aeropaustle (don't care about it so much I don't care that I spelled it wrong)
I shiver from the fact that I'll be eaten alive by "OMG!!11!! You are such a Prep!" comments when school starts up again, but for now, I can enjoy not caring what brand of clothing I wear.
Bought a hoodie, too ^-^. Well, what do you expect? Yeah, I own, like, five, and two of them have too short of sleeves, but it's cool, and I freakin' love hoodies :D
They are my obsession... for some girls it's shoes (I only have three-four pairs), or make-up (Barely any), but for me, it's hooded sweaters.

So... BLAH

~DarkWingedWolf13

L + Honey

2008-07-22T18:47:00.003-05:00

Just drew a somewhat pwnful picture with Lawliet (L) from the manga Death Note, and Honey from the manga Ouran Host Club. They're both staring longly at this three layered cake. Yeaness.
It took me way longer than it should have. I desided last minute to color it in crayon. Huge Mistake!
Never again, shall I make pictures colorful. I should really get some markers, or, like, a 72 box of colored pencils. Pencils are nice ^-^
Either way, I /should/ post it on deviantart... someday... once I scan it...
Serously, though, these two have a lot in common... sort of....
They both kick ass (literally) and their love for sweets is uncontrollable. Only... L is cooler ^-^

Bon au revoir, mes amis!
~Darkwingedwolf13

Ouran Host Club

2008-07-03T17:36:00.005-05:00

Started watching two days ago, now on ep: 22.
God, it's really funny, an' my bro has no clue why I keep laughing so much.
Umehito Nekozawa-sama is HOT :P
His blue eyes are lovely :3

The twins are cute too, and Honey-kun is super kawaii <3
Poor Tamaki, though. The guy should learn how to be-friend a girl and spend lest time flirting.
Haruhi sort of reminds me of my character, Crow-kun, since she changes genders. Only, you know, Haruhi just looks like a guy...

~DWW13

Death Note Manga

2008-06-28T15:52:00.006-05:00

Hey. Got braces almost two weeks ago. My birthday was on June 20th, and I couldn't even eat cake :'(
That made me sad.
But then, two days ago, I bought Death Note Manga! (I say mon-ga, not man-ga)
I got volume 3 and 10. 10 because that's how far I was before the Anime episodes were taken off of YouTube :( and 3 just 'cause it had Ryuzaki in it :D
I started calling my older brother 'Matt', since he's spending so much time on his new Nintendo DS game. He stares blankly at me, before rolling his eyes, then mutters something to himself about me being on crack...

Either way, I finish both last night :)
I got the book Twilight for my birthday
Everyone was always 'OMG! It's such a good book! You have to read it!'
So I did. Two chapters worth. Honsetly, it's a little dull.
And the chapters are llloooooonnnnnnnnnggggggg
I guess I'm just used to the two-pages chapters in Maximum Ride... Whatever...

My friend is having her birthday party in a week at a pool. I need to find a new swim suit, because my old one is wearing thin, and the new one I got my mother deamed 'too sluty'
So yeah... I just drew up a card for her involving Kingdom Hearts, since she loves that game. I can not draw Sora-chan to save my life -_-'

~DarkWingedWolf13

Seriously Bored...

2008-06-15T13:25:00.003-05:00

This is wack. This kid next to me on the library computers is playing some game I rarely see anyone play, God, what is it even called? Cluefinders? and then he keeps switching back to some kindergarden typing game? I'm freaking out. Majorly. And then he's reading a cooking book. Jeez, talk about multi-tasking. I wish I could leave, but the power in my house and various other blocks is shit. Stupid Storm.
Back to the weirdo kid; he has headphones on, but they don't work. I keep hearing stupid noises like: 'J is for jack in the box'! I want to stab something, someone, right now!
God, why is their nothing fun to do! ARG!

Damn, and I thought I was better than this....

2008-06-08T18:16:00.004-05:00

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OnePlusYou Quizzes and Widgets

It's ssssooooo humid outside!!! I HATE IT! My hair is a mess, and I don't normally care about my hair. Plus, I can't wear hoodies! How the hell am I gonna go over 3 months without wearing hoodies? :'(

Bbbboooorrrrrreeeeeeeedddddddddddddd

2008-06-08T17:57:00.004-05:00

I love listening to this:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=cS7uBq2r0m8
Plus, this dude ROCKS at drawing 'L' -sama c:
I must've drawn, like, seven different things this weekend. I've never drawn that much... must be a sickness...
Writers block. No surprise, I guess. You've gotta get it sooner or later after smooth sailing for 180 pages...
All these Death Note episodes were taken off of Youtube :'(. I'm REALLY BORED :(

Just came back from this *cough* Reunion for my grandpa's 80th b-day. Yeah, holy f***, he's old.
So, we got him these cross-word puzzle pajamas, and we wrote our names, then 'Happy eightith birthday' in sharpie. But really... why all this effort? He'll just, like DIE, in a year or so.
PS: The glass is half-empty, you visionaries...
~DarkWingedWolf13

Squitten! (he's in a bad mood today :"( )

2008-06-01T20:51:00.002-05:00

You steal, you die

Duskuna-sama?

2008-06-01T20:33:00.007-05:00

Duskuna (c) DarkWingedWolf13

You steal, you die.

MANGA ATTACK

2008-05-24T11:58:00.004-05:00

OnePlusYou Quizzes and Widgets

Saw this on MaximumRide.blogspot.com.

OMG! Max-chan is going manga?! *shrieks* AWESOME!!! So gonna buy when it comes out :D :D :D

Pokemon?

2008-05-24T10:33:00.003-05:00

-Ando y -Iendo

2008-05-15T11:51:00.003-05:00

As stupid as this is, it's the only thing for me to blog about...
Learned in spanish today how to say what you're doing right now... so... estoy escriendo.

I've got over 180 pages in my book ^-^... I'm also writing this other one. Yeah....
DarkWingedWolf13.deviantart.com ...... Eat your heart out,

~DarkWingedWolf13

Shopping :)

2008-04-20T09:20:00.002-05:00

Hey. We've bought a lot of stuff. I got a new bike. It's a navy-ish blue, with gears, too. Too bad it was $400. I got new gym shoes, too. $80. And then my brother bought 'Metal of Honor-2' for our Wii. Killing people is so much fun ^-^

~DarkWingedWolf13

Disney Land!

2008-04-04T22:27:00.003-05:00

Hey, I'm in Disneyland. coolness. The hotel we're in has wi-fi, yea ^-^ we're going to disney and exploring it tomorrow. haven't taken a shower since two days ago. Yuck. I'm gonna go now.
Ps: spending 4 hours in a car with your older brother is worse than listening to 'Leave Brittany Alone!!!'
~DarkWimgedwolf13

Califonria...ug...

2008-04-03T23:06:00.002-05:00

FINALLY! A place with Wi-Fi! Halleluya!
but, I think my brother found how to, er 'borrow' it from someone. *shrugs* Sorry, to whoever gets their bill and it says they've been on Neopets.com and devaintart...
California hardly seems worth coming here. Sorry, kiddies, but ithis place blows. I wish I'd stayed home for Spring Break; coming here (IMO) was a major waste of time...
Damn, flying on a plane for over 5 hours blows. I couldn't find my Ipod to bring with me, eitehr
:( no music...
~Dww13

CALIFORNIA!!!

2008-03-29T09:39:00.004-05:00

Hello. Happy Spring Break (to those of you who have it now...)
I'm in California, and it's okay
Kinda bad weather; it's been drizzling on and off. Plus, I didn't bring my hair straightener, so my bangs are wacko. They're curlying upward and outward. Great...

Verinal Equinox

2008-03-21T07:14:00.007-05:00

I just know I spelled that wrong -_-'
Hey, what's up? Ironically, it's the Verinal Equinox, and outside, it's snowing.
Well, happy first day of spring...to, like, people in California!
By the way, I'm going to California over Spring Break to see my cousins! I'm really excited!
We're going to Disany World, Alcatraz, which I'm really excited about, and tons of other awesome places.
Hey, on Deviantart, maybe look me up. I'm too lazy to load my artwork, my actual good artwork, but I've uploaded some of my story on it...like, 5 chapters worth.
http://www.darkwingedwolf13.deviantart.com/
~DarkWingedWolf13
ps: Created a neopet today :D

Death Note

2008-03-16T19:32:00.000-05:00

Started watching Death Note yesterday on Youtube. It's awesome. But I can't find any episodes past 21. I'd hoped there'd be at least english sub titles, but all they have is mexican stuff, and while I somewhat know their language, I only understand bits and pieces. It's rocking my world, though :P

I had to go to my brother's confermation. Talk about a MAJOR DRAG! Church twice in one week is so not my forte. Sitting still for two and a half hours also is so not my forte. I was so bored, I lost the count of times I kept yawning. I was also so bored, I started to cut myself. Not with a knife, though, 'cause
1. I don't have a knife (a blade under five inches /pocket knife/ )
2. Even if I did have a pocket knife, my mom wouldn't let me bring it to church. It'd scare the shit outta the old crumbly people...
3. Even if I did have a pocket knife and my mom didn't know I brought it, I'm not sure how many people would like blood spurting out all over the piews. Plus, I wonder how the Prist would re-act to the scars...*ponders*

Anyway, I scratched deep enough that scars were there for almost eight hours...
~DarkWingedWolf13
ps: Go Light an' 'L' an' the other cool dudes!! <3

State Test

2008-03-10T19:22:00.001-05:00

Finished Sate Testing last week. Totally boring. And it was the last week of dance class. Yea-ness.
Daily Dare is back on Neopets.com. Free stuff for playing games. Fun...

Leap Day & Dance Class

2008-02-29T21:04:00.001-06:00

Happy Leap Day!
And, it's my 50th post! ...is that considered a lot?
Anyway, we had no school today, yet we still had dance class. Weird, huh? Well, I missed last weeks' dance class because I had a fever and I was sick. I'm still sick, but I went to dance class, anyway. Well, we learn a new move called the pretzel. I hold hands with the guy, and we lift up our arms, drop our left hands, while the guy spins around. Then we grab each others' right hand, like we're shaking, then I spin around. Then we hold both hands and do a 'row' (bring our arms out wide, step to the right, bring our feet together and pull our arms together, use my right foot to step backwards, then put all my weight on my left foot [rock-step]. All the while, turning)
After that, we lift up our arms, and let go of eachothers' right hand. I move my right arm over his head, bring it down to his waist where his hand is waiting for me to grab it. I grab it, all the while still holding my left arm in the air. I lift up my right arm and bring down my left, forcing him to spin. When he's done spinning, I'm forced to spin, then we get right back to where we first started.
Now, I tap my right foot, then tap my left foot. I bring my right foot back, rocking on it, then switching my weight onto my left foot, all together known as a '1,2 rock-step'. The boy does the same thing, only starting with his left foot. Also, we hold eachothers' hands. The boys are curled up, like he's 'asking for money' as our instructor would say. I placed my hands slightly cupped downward, almost like a birds' tallons.
I drop my left hand, before turning around in his held up cupped hand. I then do a 'rock-step' Then he spins me back in, we do a 'rock-step'. We lift up our right arm, go under eachothers' arm, then step foward with my right foot, before twisting my left foot around so we're both facing eachother. We do yet another 'rock-step', before doing three 'rows'.
Then we do the pretzel. So, that's how we do the Basic Dance.

For other 'free-style' dances, we have the 'Kick-Hop'n Slide'. Well, I forget the real name, and since those are the first 2 moves, I'm sticking with that...
We all spread out around in the gym, getting at least an arms-length away from people. We start off with taking our right leg, and slightly kicking it in front of us. We hold bring it in, still bent and in the air, and hop. We then place our right foot down and slide. Thus called, the 'Kick-hop'n slide'
We do the same thing to our left leg. then we do it again to our right, and once more to our left.
We place our right foot in front of us, and lean into it as we do the 'get down-get up'. When we lean down, some of the guys do the 'Bronze Monkey', or 'Brass Monkey', or whatever the hell it's called. We come back up, and lean back on our left heel. We do this whole thing twice, then start walking foward. We start with our right foot, the one in front of us. We take four steps foward, finishing on our left foot. We take up our right foot and tap the heel on the floor, then the toe. We slide our leg a little more than 90 degrees to the right, then bring our left leg together to touch our right. We take a step back with our right, then our left, bring them together, then hop twice, with our feet still next to eachother.

Now, the 'Square Dance'. A lot of kids call it the 'Hill-Billy dance', because of it's quick music and gay moves. But, if you're looking to create a lot of sweat, this is the song for you. Find a song that sounds like the notes are eight notes. So, fairly fast. We take our right foot and tap the toe twice in front of us, hop up, then take the left foot and tap the toes in front twice. Hop us and switch back to the right foot, tap once with your right toes, the switch again to the left and tap once with your left toes. Take both legs and spread them at least 2 (1/2) feet apart, like you just did the last part of a jumping jack. Then bring your feet back together so they're touching. Take your right leg and tap a foot to your right with your toes, then bring your leg back so it's touching your other leg. Only this time, when you bring your legs together, clap. Do this with your left leg, then your right leg, then lastly, your left leg again. Keep your left foot planted fermly on the floor, and take your right foot and put it 1 foot out in front of your left foot, shifting your weight onto your right foot as if you were doing a 'rock-step'. Lean back on your left foot, then take up your right foot and place it one foot behind your left foot, then do another 'rock-step'.
Take your right foot and place it 2 feet out in front of your left foot, then bring your left foot in front of your right. Turn your foot 90 degrees so you're facing what would have just been your right side. Take your left foot and cross over your right leg. Bring your right leg and untwist so you're normally standing facing the wall. Take your right foot back, then your left, bring them together, the jump foward. As you jump foward, clap. Then Repeat. Until the song is over. Try dancing like that for 5 minutes...not easy...

Well, yeah, and on Neopets, I created a new neopet on a side account. A red uni. She's real tom-boyish. Wants to become a ninja :P

~DarkWingedWolf13

cough FLU SEASON! cough

2008-02-19T18:58:00.001-06:00

Hey, sorry I haven't posted awhile (again), but I actually have an excuse! I think I caught the flu or something, because I've been sick for four days now. Lucky it was President's Day, 'cause then I only miss one day of school; today :0 :) :0
Oookkkkkkaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy.........
Well, only 3 (I think?) sesions of Dance Class left! YES!
I'm battling the Elite Four in Pokemon Emerald, and I'm working on beating the Elite Four in Pokemon FireRed. Lame, I know, but I WANNA CATCH 'EM ALL!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry, just had to put that out there XP
Yeah, I wanna complete my National Deck in Diamond; don't you get some funky prize if you fill it up? Plus, breeding and trading is fun ^^

I've been watching Smosh episodes, and they're AWESOME! Go Ian and Anthony! God, I love cat soup ^^ Right now, I'm listening to their version of the Pokemon! theme song :)
Well, that's all I've got for ya. Sorry. Night :)
~DarkWingedWolf13
Ps: You probably noticed I changed my URL :) Don't forget!
Pps: Neopets's Dr. Sloth part is freakin' hard and retarted T_T *** I WANNA BATTLEDOME, DANG IT!!***

Dance Class -_-'

2008-02-02T18:44:00.000-06:00

I've got dance class every Friday, and this was supposed to be the 4th week. Note the big 'supposed' in that sentence.
We ended up having a snow day yesterday. Don't really know why though. It was only seven inches of snow, at most. And the school thought that'd be too hard to walk throught. Pff...wimps....

Anyway, I guess that painful two hour long shopping trip on Wednesday with my dad to find another dance outfit was unessisary...but the outfits cute, and I'm a little eger to wear it next Friday. My friend was kindof upset about dance class being cancled; she wanted to dance with the guy she likes. And we just learned the 'slow dance' too, so she was really bumbed out. I wasn't, though, cause the guy I had to dance with was EXTREMELY UGLY and retarded-looking (and acting) whos hands were so gross to touch.
And then the next guy, he was supposed to have his hand on my waist; it was way up high and practically in my armpit! Whenever I did the spinny-turny thing, I kept moving in odd ways to get his hand off my armpit!

I keep telling my friend that dance class would've never have been cancled if the school had taught us nin-jutsu so we could walk on top of the snow, like how Naruto walks on water :P She just stared cruely at me for mentioning Naruto, 'cause this weird nerd who likes her likes Naruto, so she can't watch it, which really sucks...X_X

~DarkWingedWolf13

Been WAY too Long :P

2008-01-17T18:55:00.000-06:00

Hey! Sorry for those few readers out there who have been wondering when I'm going to post. I've been busy with homework, and I've wanted to post, but I haven't gotten around to it until now...
Nothing too special happened on Christmas, but my brother and I got Legend of Spyro: Eternal Night, Mario Party Galaxy, and other stuff.
Yesterday (with my christmas money) I bought Naruto: Clash of Ninja 2 for the Wii (only 19.95!!!)
And also, Digimon World: Dawn. Both games are awesome and it was totally worth it to buy them!! So anyway, I got a new bed mattres. Also need some books to read. I'd be glad to take any secgestions. :) (once I learn to spell!!!)

Well, later :)
~DarkWingedWolf13
ps: HUGE NOTICE!!! I'm thinking of changing the website's name from darkwingedwolf.blogspot.com to darkwingedwolf13.blogspot.com, therefore adding a '13' to the end. YOU HAVE BE NOTIFIED!!!

Winter Solstice

2007-12-22T09:19:00.000-06:00

It's Winter Break! Also, today is the Winter Solstice.
Along with that, I painted one of my kyriis on Neopets.com Christmas since we got a christmas paint brush a few days ago. (Now they're worth about 40k )

My brother just stumbolled upon a sketch paint brush, too! He gets all the luck...

ICONS!

2007-12-11T16:32:00.000-06:00

I've always liked icons.
So...here's some I got off've Neopets. Thanks peeps!

Chorus Concert T_T shoot me

2007-11-29T16:02:00.000-06:00

The chorus concert theme is 'Music from around the World'. Yeah, great, if you understand French, Hibru, Latin, German, South African, and Russian. T_T
Plus, I'd post blogs things at school, only I got an after school detention for 'emailing something besides homeword'
Too bad this isn't emailing. *rolls eyes* Curse you who block websites like Youtube! *shakes fist* And to those teacher who give out a hell of a lot of homework! *shakes fist again* and to people who don't like chocolate! *shakes fist one last time*

Did I mention that, you know, for my funky story thing ;) I have 119 pages? And yes, that is without the formating to make it half a page in length, the way normal books look like. I'm so excited! My goal is half way done by the end of the year ( or about 175 pages...not gonna happen...) I'm even planning ahead to make it a six or seven book series. :)
Anyway, gotta leave for Religous Ed in ten minutes *gag*
I used to go to a religous school...T_T
Here's a taste of spanish for you:
Yo voy a coma con mi conejo de india:
I'm going to go eat with my guinea pig ( more or less, fee him )

~DarkWingedWolf13

Happy Turkey Day!

2007-11-22T18:25:00.000-06:00

Happy Thanksgiving, everyone! Been a while since I posted, huh? Either way, dinner was pretty plain. Just me and my family with my grandfather. We had turkey, rolls, cranberry sauce, gravy, corn, and fruit. Talk about BOR-ING! Listening to some music now while my mom makes sundias.

On Neopets, just less than an hour ago, I painted my lupe tyrannian! I'm totally psyiced right now! Super happy! Now my lupe looks more like a wolf. I posted this on the boards, and one guy was all 'Pff, so what? It's a cheapo colour...'

Man, if only we could curse on Neopets, I would've given that freak a piece of my mind...

I'm also working on more comics for the Neopian Times. The times f***in' suck now, though, because all these new people with sucky comics that AREN'T EVEN FUNNY are getting in! It makes me so MAD!!

Anyway, also hoping to paint my other lupe and a kyrii Lost Desert, but the prices have skyrocketed to 1 million!

AAA is back on Neopets. His challenges are easy ;) Hoping to get the whole thing finished on my main account! See ya!

~DarkWingedWolf13

Pathetic World...

2007-11-16T16:33:00.000-06:00

Libraries really freakin' suck right now. Take now, for exsample. I'm at the library, and have to stay at this library until five o'clock, because my mom really wants me and my brother to pick out a book to read...T_T, lame, no? It gets worse. Youtube is blocked. This library is apparently kid-friendly. God, what a drag...
Oh well, at least Deviantart isn't...I have at least one sorce of entertainment...sort of...But it really sucks, because I just started getting into this new series of T.V: Wolf's Rain. I'm on episode 10. Not very far, but I just discovered it yesterday. (Note that since I haven't got Cable, I rely on those people who post these short parts of the show on Youtube. *blows kisses* You make my world go round, you guys!!! :)

~DarkWingedWolf13

One Hell of a Night

2007-11-11T17:04:00.000-06:00

God, I'm bushed...got a head ache, too.
Last night was a blast, considering I hardly do anything on the weekends except rot out my brain with wicked cool music from Youtube.
Anyway, went with my cousins to see Blue Man Group. It...was...AWESOME! Thank GOD for earplugs, too, because it was seriosly loud in their, and I still have a head ache...
Okay, time to give a sum-up.
1. Went inside and took our seats. We were 6 rows away from the stage :) We're handed toliot paper O_0 to tigh around our foreheads and we start saying Happy Birthday to people and appologising for someone elses head ache and to kill a cow ( which really didn't go over very well with my vegitarian cousin...)
2. Preformance begins. The men start banging on things behind a screen while one starts multi-tasking and beings to smoke, eat a banana, and drink. God, I can still smell that foul cigarette smoke...*hurl*
3. They start banging on empty barrels with water and paint inside so the colourful water spurts up.
4. The band up high starts playing. And I swear on my Grandmothers' grave, one had glow in the dark face paint on his face that made him look just like Kankuro from Naruto ( he looked pretty hot! )
5. The Gumball act. One man throws a gumball into his friends' mouth, and that guy crushes it with his jaw and spits out the colour onto a sheet of paper, making a pretty darn good painting. The other, he gets ten or so gumball stuck in his mouth, crews a bit, then spits in out onto a table and attempts to sell it for $4,ooo.
6. The Blue Man Group startes to fill up a water ballon, and are about to fling it at a target, if late people didn't come in. A sireo goes off, and they shine a big light beam on the late people walking in, all the while screaming 'You're Late! Youre late your late YOU'RE....LATE!!!'
7.Speach Time. They gave a presentation on 'How to be a Rockstar' at howtobearockstar.com. Step 1: Bob your head up and down. Step 12: Punch the air in front of you. Step 147: Grab your leg and pull it behind your head and spin around.
8.They got a girl from the audiance and pulled her up on stage and had a very romantic dinner with fake-flame candles, plastic flowers, and Twinkies.
9. A heartfilled movie on the pluming system and how everything flows 'AWAY'. No one knows where, just 'AWAY'.
10. Strowb Lights. God, my eyes burn. It was funny though, because while you see everything lit up in low-mo, if you take a look up at the band, you'll see that they move at a normal speed. Talk about trickery of the mind...

I probably missed so parts, but I'm so tired now, all my mine can think of is the song 'Animal I have Become' and Advil.

~DarkWingedWolf13

Homework....and Naruto...and Family...Neat...

2007-11-07T19:17:00.000-06:00

Okay, I started on Sunday watching the Naruto episodes from 1 to...however many there are now. I'm at, like, 56 now...yeaness! Go youtube!
Actually, for Computer Lit, I had to do a survey on something, so I chose 'Favorite Website'. Surprisingly, 24 people voted for YouTube, 5 for ClubPenguin (ugg....), 7 for MySpace (FREAKS!!!), 1 for Neopets, 1 for DeviantArt (weird...that place R0XS!!!) and 2 for Blogger. Maybe I should have had Yahoo or Google for a choice...hm....

Anyway, homework is a drag. I'd, like, 'pretend' I forgot it and not do it, but, for some reason, I can't. It's in my blood to finish my homework...*sniff*
Got homework in every subject but Social Studies. Thanks teacher! ;)

So, I guess I'll post more whenever I can...
Oh! And plus, my cousins are coming into town from New Jersey! I haven't seen them for a while, and it's one of my cousins' B-Days! Happy B-Day, older cousin!
*sigh* I'm the youngest in my whole family, cousin-wise...it sucks...

ps: Emma, my homie friend *waves frantically if she's somehow reading this* doesn't know my blog address AND that I'm DWW13....all she knows is I have a pretty little blog :D
Plus, +DWW13+ is my p/word to log onto the computers in our computer room at school...now I REALLY hope she's not reading this!

~DarkWingedWolf13 :P *GO SMILEY FACES!!!

School Project

2007-11-07T11:48:00.000-06:00

Hiya. In Computer Lit now. I'm sitting next to my BFF *lol* *drumroll*

EMMA!!!!!

Emma is, like, the only friend that knows I have a blog. Yeaness!!! :)
Plus, she's leaving now, 'cause she's got a doctor appointment....Let's wave goodbye to her!!!! *waves*

We're doing powerpoints now, and my teacher looks like she's about to bite my head off 'cause I won't use homerow. But, I mean, GOD! I type at least twice as fast just using my index fingers. And I'm also sitting next to this freak dude who keeps watching Pokemon during free tec time...which is now.
Not that there's anything wrong with Pokemon, but when you see someone your age watching it on their computer, most likely you'll laugh you face off.
GTG, I'll try to post more, but it's almost Seminar, than lunch. *sigh* we have lunch so late this year....

~DarkWingedWolf13

At School-Going to Lunch

2007-11-02T12:20:00.000-05:00

Hello people. I'm at school now. Going to lunch. Happy El Dia de Los Muertos!

My friend Emma says eat your brussal sprouts :P

My Pumpkin

2007-10-30T18:01:00.000-05:00

Yeah, I finished carving my pumpkin today. So, what do you think it looks like?

a) Myself

b) That video Game character, Midna

c) Mario

or D) Your mom

If you chose D), you're right! No, it's Midna. Not too bad, huh?

Deviant Art

2007-10-30T06:53:00.000-05:00

http://darkwingedwolf13.deviantart.com/art/Wolf-Link-and-Midna-67818097
my favorite deviant of mine :)

Kitchen Pictures

2007-10-29T20:17:00.000-05:00

Pics of my kitchen

Naruto and Gaara

2007-10-29T17:57:00.000-05:00

I've just discovered some really good Naruto videos on Youtube. I'm kindof a new Naruto fan, especially with Gaara. (he's so cute! Poor kid...no one loves him) Really sad, though, because I don't have cable and know NOTHING on Naruto except for the facts below
1) some characters
1.a) Naruto (blonde boy with cat scars)
1.b) Gaara (really cute red head obsessed with sand)
1.c) Sasuke (black haired boy who every girl has a cruch on)
and 1.d) Sakura (........never mind....okay, she's this pink haired girl...yeah)
2)....They're ninjas.
And that's it everyone! :)

Here's some good movies

http://youtube.com/watch?v=F2k7AGGjfzw
and
http://youtube.com/watch?v=DHnyPscTJIc

oh! And this

http://youtube.com/watch?v=H2tvwhhX6uA

Renivating Room #1

2007-10-23T16:36:00.000-05:00

Probably didn't spell that right...oh well, screw it...
I'm getting my room re-painted, and THANK GOD! because for the last seven years I have had to live with living in a room covering in pine trees, bears, foxes, birds, and squirals, called '(Insert my name here)'s Forest'!!! The artist didn't even do a very good job; same with my brothers' room! His has all these airplanes and trains in his room, painted when he was, like, five. The artist had a plane flying, and the flaws are:
1. It's propeller wasn't even MOVING!
2. the Train's tracks look pathetic
3. Even more, but I've got to do homework, so...bye

~DarkWingedWolf13

Winged Hoodie?

2007-10-20T12:18:00.000-05:00

Did I ever mention how much I <3 *cough, HEART, cough* Maximum Ride? Well, I do. It's an extrodinary book for all people about the age of 11 and anyone who doesn't read it should be shot in the fact. Go Max and Fang! Faxness!!!
Um, okay, getting to the point: People say there is a Winged Hoodie at HotTopic.com for all you MR fans that totally pwn my face off. Cool, no? Well, once I know what to type into the search bar, I'll buy one. Screw how much shipping costs, I'm buying it!
...As soon as I find it...

~DarkWingedWolf13

Singing on the Tenor Line Isn't Easy...

2007-10-16T16:40:00.000-05:00

F.Y.I, I'm in chorus. Why? I have no damn clue...
Either way, we're singing this Jewish song with all this Hebrew ( I just know I spelled that wrong. Sorry! ) in it. As great as it is, when we sing it for our concert [ barf ] no one will know what we're saying. Same with this french song we're doing. And the German one. And the...aw, who cares? You get the pont, right?
Well, getting to the point, in the Jewish song, us Altos have to sing the Tenor line, a.k.a, the high boy line. It is not easy. Especially since our teacher kept making us switch pitches to see how it'd sound. So, in the end, we had no f*@#$in idea what to sing. Parden all my swearing; today has been a rough day...

Gonna go work on my story. I still need a title for it...I also gotta find my flashdrive...better start looking...

~DarkWingedWolf13

Hair Color

2007-10-15T19:29:00.000-05:00

Hiya. Sorry I haven't posted much; homework sucks....
Anyway, one of my friends got his bangs bleached blond. So his hair is pretty much all brown except for his bangs. His hair is straight, and comes about half-way past his ears. I'd post a picture of him, but
A: I don't have one of him
B: I STILL need to find out how to work out this funky html crap
and C: He'd probably kill me if he knew I was even blogging about him

Either way, it's not like I'm bad at html, I'm just not as good as some computer maniacts out there. And I know a lot better than the average person in my age group.

Changed Layout AGAIN

2007-10-07T20:47:00.000-05:00

Sorry! I just can't deside. It's not easy...

I found I was named after a dog...

2007-10-07T18:58:00.000-05:00

So here's the thing. My dad's got a pilots' licence, and he and my mom always bug me, my brother, and my little sister about getting out of the house, and flying somewhere for dinner. So we finally got bored, and accepted our faite, and went one state over to this resterant called 'Jakes'. The food was...eh, okay...But after we went back to the airport, the plane wouldn't start. Aparentally, the engine overheated, so starting the plane would be pretty difficult.

So while my brother and dad and some of the pilots took a look at our plane, we hung out in the Clubhouse. They had this cute 9 year old black lab that walked up to us and we petted her for a while. When I asked what her name was, the owner said, "Her name's *****." (What? You really think I was going to say my name? Tisk, tisk) My eyes wided. "Seriously? That's my name!" I say. The man gives a bit of a nod. "Cool.'' He replies. That's it. Just 'cool'.

And my name's pretty unique! I mean, GOD!!
Ooo! Gotta run, my brother's watching this episode of 'The most smartest model'! Haha! This'll be good!

~DarlWingedWolf13

A long time...

2007-09-26T18:02:00.000-05:00

Mostly because I've been flooded with homework @_@. This is totally out of the blue, but who likes Pokemon? And I ain't talkin' 'bout just Pikachu, who EVERYONE knows about. I'm talking about Suicune, Sandshrew, Ninetails, Dewgong, Marowak, those kinds. Aren't they amazing!? I'm sure other people think I'm weird because I'm a girl and so obsessed with pokemon. So, if you're one of those people...screw you. 'Cause I probably don't even know you in real life, and I can like whatever the hell I want. Bah!

Well, anyway, I found some awesome pictures of pokemon from deviantart.com, so, here they are!:

Lucario :by: midnightcambion

Charizard :By: CombuskensFlame
:::EDITTED:::
I finally found out how to insert pictures!! God, what a freakin' blond moment @_@

More School Stuff

2007-09-21T19:52:00.000-05:00

Had a half day today. Yea. Yesterday, at school, this guys' left eye was singed. He told me he had a potato launcher, and to use it, it needs fire. When the trigger didn't work, he looked inside it, and kept pressing the trigger. Guess what happened to his eye? Totally burned. His bottem eyelashes were burnt off, so now it looks like he's wearing mascara. Poor guy.

Anyway, googleing my name now, 'cause I'm SO bored. ( My 'darkwingedwolf13' name, not my real ) Scary. It actually shows results when I google my name. Like, for web, I get the links to my blog. Okay, so, um...yeah.
Oh, again, remember how I mentioned how I'm writing a story? Here's the first chapter...

Chapter 1
I sat at my desk, tapping my pencil annoyingly against my notebook. Mr. Tang sure knew how to make the last day of school before spring break a drag. He had assigned us to read three chapters in ‘How to Kill a Mocking Bird’, and I had finished the book a week ago. Not really because I wanted to read ahead, but because I figured I might as well. I yawned, and started to rest my head down on my books, but snapped into attention when I heard a whisper behind me. “Pass this on to Iris.” The voice said, and I gave a quick nod, sticking out my hand behind my back. A small piece of paper was placed into my hand, and I brought it forward. Iris and I had been friend since kindergarten, had been through thick and thin together, and had told each other everything. That was two years ago, before middle school started.
Now, she was little miss popular, and I was a no body. I hated her guts, for being so perfect, so stuck up, and for treating me like dirt, like I didn’t even exist, like those last five plus years had been nothing. They hadn’t been ‘nothing’ to me…
I shifted in my seat. To read the letter, to not read the letter, that was the question. I remembered how last year she had invited me to her birthday party, saying it was a costume party. What a fool I had been, going as a fairy with a short dress and everything, when it turned out to be a funeral. That little demon had sent me the wrong address! And when I finally found the real location, it was nothing like a costume party.
I had never forgiven her for that, so my decision to open the folded piece of paper or not was quickly answered. I quickly unfolded the piece of paper and peered down at the writing. It said this:

Dear Iris,
Sorry, man, but I don’t want to be around such a snob like you. You’re too full of yourself, and boss me around. Again, I’m sorry, but I’m breaking up with you.
~Austin
I double-checked the handwriting. It was Austins’. I grinned terribly. Austin, the most popular boy in school, was breaking up with Iris. She would be super pissed, and here’s why: Because he had broken up with her, before she could break up with him. She, of course, would tell the school newspaper different, but I would be able to tell them the truth, making her life miserable. All that was missing to make this moment perfect was for me to give an evil laugh, but I didn’t dare. Especially in English class, where Mr. Tang would put you in detention so fast, it’d make your head spin.
I gladly tapped Iris on the shoulder, who was in front of me. “For you,” I said, and she turned around slowly and took the paper from my hands. I leaned forward a bit so I could get a good look at her expression. She read the writing, then paused, and read it again, and again, and then, again. Apparently, it couldn’t really sink in that well for her, because she let out a blood-curdling scream and turned around to look at Austin, who was two seats behind me. Mr. Tang’s eyes burst open wide and looked around to see where the noise had come from. “What?!?” Iris shrieked, standing up. ‘Not now’, I saw Austin mouth, and Iris quickly shook her head. “No,” she said, “We’re going to talk about this, right here, right now.” Mr. Tang glared at Iris. “Miss Bogena, please take your seat, before I have to write you detention.” He said politely, but Iris was ignoring him. I leaned back in my chair a bit, folding my hands into my stomach. All I needed now was some popcorn, and this would be an amazing break-up.
“You are not breaking up with me!” Iris snapped, and then I said something I completely regret. “Can't stand the heat, get outta the kitchen.” I mumble, and she snaps her head in my direction. “You!” she growled in a voice that made me sink in my chair. “You faked the letter, just so you could see how I would react, didn’t you?” I let out a snort. “I wish, but I didn’t think of it.” I said, and now it was her turn to let out a snort. “Liar!” she screamed, and I jumped to my feet. “Oh yeah?” I asked. “Well guess what? That’s not my handwriting! It’s Austins’!” “Iris,” Austin moaned, ruffling his odd colored hair, “It’s my handwriting, leave her alone.”
Iris stared in awe, probably 1. Because her ‘ex’ boyfriend had just sided with a girl she hated, and 2. She had made a complete fool of herself. The bell rung, and I grabbed my stuff and bolted to the door. Mr. Tang had pulled Iris aside, probably to give her a detention for disrupting class. I caught up with Austin and grabbed his shoulder. He slowly turned around to see me, and the look on his face made me quickly take my hand off his shoulder. He looked like crap. Plus, pretty angry. Either way, I said this : “Hey, Austin? Um, thanks for standing up for me. I didn’t know what I would’ve down if it hadn’t been for you. And, um, sorry about you and Iris…you know…” He let out a sigh. “Yeah, sure, no problem…uh, Crow?” I quickly nodded. “Yeah,” I said, “It’s Crow. Crow Kantono.” He gave a little smile and nod, then left to go to his locker.
I went over to my locker and was about to spin the lock when a hand appeared on my shoulder. I looked at the hand. Its nails were painted hot pink, with little flower stickers on them, and three rings, one on the index, the middle, and the ring finger. I gave a little sniff and tried to place ,who, in this whole school, smelled like fresh roses. It didn’t take very long for me to guess. “Iris…” I moaned, and the owner of the hand said. “Turn around, Kantono.” I spun around ,and indeed, it was Iris. “What do you want, demon?” I asked the devil herself, crossing my arms over my chest. Something told me I shouldn’t have said that, especially when I saw Iris was with her whole prep squad. “What. The. Hell?” She asked, pushing me so hard I slammed into my locker. She gave me a long glare. “What’s wrong with you, birdie girl? Why can’t you just ‘play along’, and say that you wrote that note?” I snorted, and pulled her hand off my shoulder. “Please, you’re just pissy with me ‘cause Austin broke up with you, and not the other way around.” Some of the girls in Iris’s little group gave gasps and giggles. Iris whipped her head around at them, and they quickly stopped. She turned back to me, glaring at my emerald eyes.
“Squad!” Iris barked, and her so-called friends snapped into attention. “Move out!” She stepped away from me and stood next to me for a moment. “You’re a bitch, bird girl.” She whispered into my ear, and then gave me a hard shoulder bump. “Takes one to know one.” I hissed, grabbing my messenger bag and books before I let her have a chance to have that comment sink in.
I burst through the school doors, hoping that she wasn’t bolting after me. This is what I get for not sending in my permission slip to be able to go with my dad and brothers for ‘Take Your Child to Work’ day. I suckled. I felt so stupid for forgetting yet another way to get out of school. My legs continued to pound against the sidewalk, as I tried to put as much distance between the school, Iris, and me.

So, yeah, that's the first chapter. I have 30 so far. If anyone thinks up a title, please do share. *pokes comment section* Thanks.

~DarkWingedWolf13

Run, DWW13, run!

2007-09-18T18:55:00.000-05:00

Guess what 'DWW13' stands for! My name, doop da do!

Well, we had a 1 mile jog today!!!111!!! ( really bored, so I'm using the 'oh so awesome' Ch8TsP34K! ) Being my name is 'wolf' an' all, u'd think I'd be at least...desent @ running. ANK! Wrong answer, kiddy! I SO sssuuuuccckkkk at running. I'm only good at archery and swimming! Now, though, i've got a bruise on my arm from getting the string wacked against my arm...

Anywho, it took me 11 minutes and 50 seconds to do the mile. Yea?! Well, hell, it sure is an improvement from, oh god...how many years ago? *counts on fingers* Hang on, well, when I was in 5th grade, it took me 16 minutes. I know, TERRIBLE! So, why don't you compare how bad u r @ running NOW!

~DarkWingedWolf13

Been at Outdoor Ed

2007-09-14T18:04:00.000-05:00

It's basically a camp that you go on with your grade level. We got a shnazzy looking lodge with a moose head above the fire place. Covering the floor was gray carpet, along with benches and chairs, and an old fashioned television in the corner that probably didn't work. Plus, a pool table-like thing where you played 'carpet ball' was against the right wall. On the second level were most of the dorm rooms. They assigned us with four or five people in each room. I got stuck with four other people, inclueding a special ed girl who annoys the crap out of EVERYONE. The boys were put in another building.

Day #1 Wednesday-afternoon

We unpack all our crap and load it into our rooms. Go over to our first activity after we're split into groups: Marsh Walk. We walk on a bridge through a marsh; most of the plants are cat tails. We went through an island that was surronded by the marsh; it was no more than an acere big. After that, we had dinner. It was pasta/beef and bread. Wahoo.

Day #2 Thursday

My shoulders are killing me this morning. I went canoeing, the teacher there soaked us. You suck, man. Went onto bug finding, then these trust building activities. We had to help each other over an eight foot wall, no pegs or anything to help with climbing. Not easy...really. Plus, we had to work through a 'spider web' made of rope. After all that, we did rock climbing. I am deadly afraid of heights, unless I am full secure. Ei: Airplane. The wall was about three stories tall, and I'm seriously impressed that I got to the top. Never again, will I do that.

Plus, we had a coke chugging contest. Was I in it? Hell No! I don't even like coke! Sure, I mean, maybe I'd have been in it if it were, I D.K, water?

Day #3 Friday

Did finally thing: Archery. I love it to pieces. Archery is one of the few things at camp that I am good at. My high score was 22 points with 3 arrows. If only I had a quiver...*ponders*

On the bus ride back to school, the boys bus broke down, so the girls bus had to go and pick them up. We all had to squezze in together, and even then, almost 15 boys couldn't fit. So they had to go on the lugadge bus. It was funny, because on the high way, when we were right next to each other, the people on the other bus were waving frantically. The girls I was squeezed next to, though, kept on talking about how the named a pillow they had 'dildow'. Those who don't know what that is, trust me, you don't want to...

~DWW13

9/11

2007-09-11T17:41:00.000-05:00

Hi. Well, I haven't posted in a while, and, well, seeing the fact that I have no homework today, and that this, sadly, is the annirversery of September 11th, I was browsing the web, and found these artical clippings on the matter. This is to memorate to those loved ones who were killed during that horifing tragity, in 2001. To everyone, I'm sorry for you. I truely am.

'On September 11th our lives changed forever. We witnessed an act of aggression that in many ways does not have a parallel in past or present times. There are several elements that make this act unique, from the use of civilian planes as weapons of mass destruction to the attack on the most widely recognised skyscrapers in the world. Nor have we ever witnessed the terrible indictment of Islam as having a part to play in such a heinous crime, writes Hamza Yusuf.'

'The events on September 11, 2001 that overtook our daily lives and reoriented our national and global priorities pose significant challenges for our newly emerging century. They leave us with the question -- Quo vadis -- where are we headed? Where we are going and how we get there depends a great deal on how we define the nature of our journey, its challenges, and ultimately its proposed destination. We might best understand our destination as a horizon, visible as a guidepost but never removing the need for continued journey. By John Paul Lederach'

I found more clippings, but they are much longer, so I will just post the links.

http://nymag.com/news/features/19147/

http://infowars.com/articles/sept11/sheen_journalist_censored_sheen_article.htm

http://www.ssrc.org/sept11/

and http://www.interactivepublishing.net/september/

Forgot Somethin'...

2007-09-04T18:19:00.000-05:00

Oh, yeah, and in English when we did this little kid 'Two truths, One Lie', an' ya guess which one out of the three is a lie, I said
1) My favorite animal is a wolf *true!*
2) My middle name is Sarah *FALSE!*
and 3) I made a blog over the summer

people were all "WTF? What's a blog?" Right then and there, I serously wanted to ROFLOL. And, for the newbies in the world who are like ' what's with this ch8tsp3ak?', it means: ( Roll On the Floor, Laughing Out Loud ) Kutoos, new kid, you actually learned something today! Your mum must be so freakin' proud. S0, since I had assumed that people weren't going to be clueless about what a blog is, I didn't really have a good defonition. So I just stuck with " It's, like, um...an online diary?". The boys laughed, but I shugged it off. I didn't know what to say!
Now, I would've said somethin' like "A blog is the COOLEST THING EVA! It's a, and I quote:

a shared on-line journal where people can post diary entries about their personal experiences and hobbies; "postings on a blog are usually in chronological order"."
Ha, that's a dictoinary's defonition.
Bye-ya.

~DarkWingedWolf13

Survived the First Day of School! Triumphing music

2007-09-04T18:01:00.000-05:00

Big shocker, I know. Plus, not once did I go to the wrong classroom and have other people point and laugh at me. Bonus! Only, moving onto the sucky part of my day, my mortal enemy who's a girl, a.k.a Anna :K, a.k.a The Devil, is in two of my classes: Social Studies and Math. Crap...At least my other mortal enemy, the boy one, a.k.a Evan, a.k.a the dumbass who thinks for some God-Forsaken reason that I actually like him, isn't. OMG! No WAY do I like him, not even as a friend! He is
1) EXTREMLY ugly
2) Really full of himself ( he actually thinks he's cool *burst into laughter* )
and 3) The second completely nerdy freak on this planet.

Yeah, yeah, I know what you're think 'Oh, wow, what fun...well, sucks to be you!'. Honestly, it really does. Plus, my seminar is full of girly-girl preps who can't take two second without talking in chatspeak to their 'BFF'. I'm more into guys. Ew...no, not like that, it's just, I like hanging out with them more than girls...Oh, gross, wait, no, I don't mean it like...Aw, crap, who cares? It's not like anyone's reading my blog...*burst into tears :( *

Seriously, though, boys are just funnier than girls, more easy going, and don't give a damn on how there hair looks. Did I mention that most are into video games? Which, to me, is pretty cool. Really, Halo III and The Ledgen of Zelda: Twilight Princess are the best games EVER!

~DarkWingedWolf13

Countdown 'Till School!...cries

2007-09-03T19:37:00.000-05:00

School starts in less than twelve hours. Someone help! Seriously, I am getting the freakin' crap scared outda me. Really. I honestly always get this way before the first day. Really sucks. And then, I try to look back on summer, and realize I haven't done anything worth while. Well, I did make this blog, that's gotta count for something. And, I'm working on this series in my free time. My brother says it's copying and I am so doing knockoff's off of the books I've read. Plus, I got a Wii, that's kinda cool.

I just came back from dinner with my grandpa ( again ), and, at Benniagan's, the resterant, they kept on playing songs that I knew, like...Smack That: by Akon, Girlfriend: By Avril ( however you spell 'Lavean' ), etc. I wanted to burst into laughter.

Spent almost all day on Neopets.com. It was half-price day, so I tried to snipe items, so I could sell them for less tomorrow, but it was a complete failure. Didn't get anything. My computer is pretty slow.

Well, gonna go hit the hay early today. Hoping I'll be able to sleep at all. Yeah...onward to my dungeon...*sniff*

~DarkWingedWolf13

Teeth and Ice Cream Social

2007-08-30T20:09:00.000-05:00

Probably spelled 'social' wrong...post a comment, let me know or somethin'. Lost a tooth today. Yeah, I know, weird...so, now you know I'm between the ages of 6 and 13...or, like, 55, if I'm a boxer...
Either way, I'm still trying to get music on my blog. Feel free to post in comments to help me...god forsaken blonde moments...
At least I can eat now...it normally takes me awhile to lose my teeth. The other tooth normally grows in before I wiggle it to come out.
Ever tried eating on one side of your mouth with a lose tooth? Not pretty...not easy, either, mind you.

Had my Ice Cream Social today. We go to school an' get our locker combos an' unload our school supplies an' get free ice cream. Sounds like a good deal, if ya ask me...Hello? Free ice cream!
Saw some of my friends there, too. Those of you who know me will be all: 'You have friends?!'. Yes, I know, shocker, isn't it?

Also, I have an account on DeviantArt.com. Yea...fun...it probably really sucks, though....gotta scan some art in an' colour it...it'd look TONS better...

I'll try to keep up postin', even with school an' all. *saluts* Good day, viewer!
~DarkWingedWolf13

Victorea's Secret?!

2007-08-27T17:54:00.000-05:00

Um...I...well...I went bra shopping with my mother today.....*unconfortable silence* Yeah, I know.....scray....That was one of those times I wish I had an older sister, maybe by five or so years, so I didn't have to be seen with my almost 50 year old mother. I had this lady fit me for bras ( I wanted to slap her, 'cause she took her sweet time...), and bought two bras. They were 45$ each! Holy frick, man!

Did I ever mention that when we stepped through the doors, we were greeted by manicans in giant bras and scray looking thongs. WAY too small on them...The shop smelled a mixture of vanilla, roses, and other sorts of perfumes, while speakers blasted girly, rock music. I think at one point, I heard 'GirlFriend'.

Plus, here's somethin' that'll make your head spin, in the changing rooms, there were bright pink neon signs flashing 'STRIP'. Desturbing? I think so...

Well, school'll start soon, so I ought to have a lot to blog about by then. Bye-ya.

~DarkWingedWolf13

Neopian Times!

2007-08-26T12:12:00.000-05:00

I got into the neopian times! I am SUPER exsited! Neopets was stupid enough to actually think my comic was good!

Yeah, I know it's sucky, but this is one of the first comics I ever made involving neopets...
I can't wait until I'm in the times again!

School Schedule

2007-08-26T11:16:00.000-05:00

Typing on my Wii again. I FINALLY got my school schedule. As always, I have none of the teachers my brother had. Plus, sadly, they are all women. Not that I'm being sexist or anything, it's just... I wish I had at least ONE male teacher!

New Layout

2007-08-23T12:38:00.001-05:00

'kay, so, I was pretty bored. ( not, just a little, I mean...EXTREMLY bored ) so I figured I might as well edit my blog's Template. So I did a little bit of this, an' a little bit of that, and gave my blog a little makeover. Added a new picture in the place where it says the title. Like it? Probably not, I don't know, since, like NO ONE is seeing my blog...*sniff* I don't have fans...:(

*shrugs* Oh well, I guess that's how the cookie crumbles...ha, I love saying that...

~DarkWingedWolf13

Listen to the Music...NOT!

2007-08-16T13:56:00.000-05:00

For all of you lazy people who have nothing else to do, here's something for you to do! Help me figure out how to get music on my blog. Why do I want music for my blog? Simple: MUSIC IS AWESOME! Apparently, when I try to paste this HTML, it doesn't work...bummer, huh? and, here's the sobber, I don't know how else to get music for my blog other than the HTML that doesn't work...I should really go to a computer camp...

At least I know how to create links to other websites...
So, if uh, you're still bored and have nothing else to do and don't really want to help me *sob* click HERE and, uh HERE .

Yeah, bored now...gonna go work on this story I'm writing about...I'll post more about it later...

~DarkWingedWol13

Computers can really suck...

2007-08-12T13:40:00.000-05:00

especially when they take 5 minutes just to load a page, and when you're trying to google something, but the b and n don't work on your keyboard, and you have to copy and paste the letters...

So, how am I posting on my blog? I went on my Wii, since I bought internet for it. I knew I had a good reason for buying it...
And, trust me, posting on your blog while useing a remote isn't easy, especially when you have to log in useing the name 'darkwingedwolf13'.

Now,why didn't I just get up and go to the library? ... I'm lazy...

Uh...bye...
~darkwingedwolf

Girl Scout Camp...o_0

2007-08-10T19:07:00.000-05:00

Good God, I just came back from girl scout camp. ( and yes, that is why I haven't posted for oh so very long ) And...now you know I am a girl...yea? But, by all means, I don't really act like a girl...sometimes...'Cause I'm just weird that way.

Anyway, Girl Scout Camp sucked. Really, they have Daddy Longlegs the size of your palm, and the heat is sucky. Please, YOU try staying out in the sun from 9:00 am till 3:00pm while all you have to drink is well water and no posible shade...we'll compare notes and see how much fun ya had...

Uh, we went to the mall on Wenesday *hurl*. And tried on dresses. *double hurl* And then, we went to Bath and Body Works *Wait for it...triple hurl*. They had good smelling soap,though, so it wasn't that bad...and shampoo that smells like frosting! I wanted to eat it right then and there.

And then, we had to pitch tents, even though there were only two girls spending the night over, and really, I can't imagen why. Then, today, we took the tent down, which had 15+ Daddy Longlegs crawling over them. Kutoos to the girl who pulled them all off with her bare hands without even flinching, though!

Yeah...blah...
~DarkWingedWolf13

I love the Wii

2007-07-31T15:36:00.000-05:00

Bam! My brother and I just got a Wii two minutes ago! Long live Fedex and Ebay!
Plus, it's NBU, or Never Been Used. Too bad it cost 280 dollars...and 30 dollars for shipping. But, come on! We got the Wii from a person who lives in the state right next to ours, and we live pretty close to that state...

Oh well, it's time to make Miis! Dude, I'm going to do Paris Hilton ( if only you could attach a tiny dog on a person... )

Dude, I'll tell more later.

~DarkWingedWolf13

Saturday Night Church and Dinner

2007-07-28T20:46:00.000-05:00

Wahoo, I just got back from church...what fun...Then, I went out with my family and grandpa to Boston Market. I swear, Boston Market has the best corn bread in the world. Seriously, if you haven't tried it, you need to.

It's a little sad whenever we see my grandpa, though, because all my brother does is give him a solemn nod. Really bro, the lest you could do is, I don't know, maybe hug the guy, or somethin'! I mean, come on! This man must be 80 years old and could die at any moment and you can't even take the time to greet him.
*shakes head sadly* I despise you...

Then, we hung out at my grandpa's house and chatted with my Aunt on this voice chat. He's getting ready to move to this giant 'nursing home'. Basically, he'll be around people his own age...

Yo, I'll type more later. Night...

~DarkWingedWolf13

Videos

2007-07-27T14:02:00.000-05:00

Okay, I fixed the video bar, so now it's playing okay videos, like Mad T.V . I'll search for better ones. People can post in comments some of their favortie videos, if you guys want...

Plus, there's a poll, it's stupid and pointless, but, I honestly can't think of anything better...*sigh* my life sucks...

Hope is Emo

2007-07-26T11:27:00.000-05:00

Okay, 'Hope is Emo' is kindof stupid by how pointless it is, and how the girl is pretty emotional, but it's still kindof funny....